haihhh..

just now..
i let my father know abt the college thing..
i told him what i wan to read..
he seem like not agree.
when he said:" design good mea? u can get occupation in the future mea?''
i was like.. sighhh
i tried to explain to him,
but he like no respond ><
besides i let him see the fees..
he said it's costly!
i knw i knw..
it's so exp..
but compared to other college,
this is cheaper dy :/
i knw it's all abt the money..

what my dad work is..
get job then got money,
no job no money.. :'(
my mum said my dad don't how to manage his money..
how much he earned, how much he used.
so our family never ever can be rich.
unless my dad let someone to manage his finance.
but i knw it's impossible and never ever happen.
my dad stopped his academic when he studying preparatory class.
he started his own company when he was young..
yes, this is my father. this is how awesome he is.
what i said is truth..

because of these..
he dunno everything abt study..
i knw what he is thinking..
everything inside the college reference books were in english..
he dunno english..
this is the big problem tat i dunno how to explain to him..
i hope tat he will giv me money and let me study college..
*pray hard* :(